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Looking forward to something? 
Leaving college will be amazing, summer and gap year

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

Brushing my teeth (too late to be on time for college)

Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
My sister or boyfriend

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? 
Yes, thankfully

Were your last 4 kisses from the same person? 
Yes, I’m no cheat

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself? 
Yes. My family, boyfriend and friends. But I guess ultimately I only care about them more so I won’t have to deal with the pain of something bad happening to them? So is that caring for myself?

What’s bothering you right now?

First and foremost exams (boring) But I also keep having a great fear about the future. Obviously I’m excited for it, but I’m always fucking scared. I’m scared of who I’ll lose and if my life will take the direction I’d like it to take. Also, at this precise moment I’m bothered by a stupid little moth hovering around my lamp

Are you friends with all of your exes?
Hah, yes. This is probably only because they were hardly ‘serious’ relationships. At least I don’t count them; they lasted under four weeks and we barely spoke during that time as we were both well aware that all we wanted was to be friends.

What happened last time you got drunk?
Umm, the last time I got drunk, I had a really good night out finished with an interesting ‘conversation’ with my boyfriend

What do you want right this second? 
To have the mind of a genius

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? 
No, I am actually hoping to have a productive day.

Is tanning your thing?
Hah, no. I’m pale. I would like to tan, however, this is never ever going to be an option for me.
Do you want to be single?
No definitely not. I’m more than happy with being in a relationship at the moment.

Is this summer gonna be a good one?
It’s going to the best of my life, I hope.

What’s usually colder, your hands or your feet?
Hands 

You just drank 15 shots, what would you be doing?
I would be hit BAM in the face with the alcohol, probably attempt to move around a bit, and then I suspect I would pass out

  • Look at pictures of cute cats and pretty food I would like to eat
  • Look at pictures of people with amazing bodies so I might have some encouragement from them (rather than just getting depressed - not ganna happen)
  • To moan whilst I take my exams

So basically, I came back on here because I’m feeling shit. Funny how I’ve come to tumblr when I want to moan about how shit my (normal) life is to the internet, as no-one (honestly) really cares. 

And to be honest I don’t blame the real world. Teenage problems.